Today I feel relaxed after after making a final decision to drop my Master’s thesis from my life. I have been struggling with thesis progress, changed title, changed supervisor, and out from blogging for like 3 months. I am back now to blogging world again and started to focus on my own system again.
It’s a bit painful when come to decide not to continue my thesis after I have finished almost 60% of my system and finish half of my documentation. This decision came to me after I saw my lecturer’s last email. That comes with long story below.
Starting from this semester, my supervisor committed to me and said she would help me on my thesis as I've decided to make it the final semester for my Masters. So, I've dated with her that I will make it Fridays as our appointment day to discuss my thesis. For the first few weeks were progressing fine. She tried to discuss with me when we met.
Slowly, she was back to the kind of attitude just like the previous semester that she was always not around on Fridays. I always waited for 1 hour and left a note for her hoping that she can get back to me. And immediately after I went back to my house, I sent her an email for appointment the week after. And I waited for a week and she still never replied. The situations continue until last week. She sent me an email to make an appointment on 29th Sept 2 days before Raya. Previously I am ok with the date, but unfortunately as my role in my company as a technical support, I need to work on that day. I sent her an email to postpon the appointment but never got any replied from her. I thought she was ok with the plan to meet her this week.
But last night she sent me asarcastic email and said that I didn’t turn up for the appointment as she allocated the whole day for me. I was like stunned and the best part is she mentioned that she will on leave starting from November and back on January for some plans. I almost fainted when I saw this.
I think this is not a sudden decision to take leave, she should have planned it from the beginning of the semester. She was trying to push the responsibility to me that will make her feels better. I don’t think this is fair for me. And I need to find another lecturer to follow up on my thesis? And maybe I need to change my thesis title again because new supervisor never understand about my thesis?
With this kind of lecturer around, I think UM’s rankings is going to drop again.
Now, I am kind of release from tension after all as I need not to act cute in front of someone like my supervisor. No need to act nice when my lecturer did something wrongly. Keep sending her email to make appointment even though no response from her.
So, I am back !!!!!!
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